And I was good for tonight while someone else occupied me, but everyone has to go to sleep at some time and now I’m left alone to my thoughts and the edge. Oh what a night.

There are things that Ill never see/hear without thinking about you:

• moves like jagger
• glad you came
• snow cones
• red velvet
• like an avalanche
• pickles

those are the ones i can think of right now.

Adding to my list:

• must wait 3 weeks AT LEAST before asking someone out or saying yes to being asked out
• dont date someone who doesn’t write back (letters that is) even if they live down the street they should still write back

dont get romantically involved with someone

• if they live more than a reasonable driving distance away from you (reasonable being, being able to drive there for a day and drive back that night and still spend time together)
• if they are in the closet to some degree of people ie (family, friends, church or any combination of those)
• if they are not christian or are not open to becoming closer to Christ
• if they are involved with alcohol or drugs. (At least not much of it) 
• if they are still in love with an ex or has recently gotten out of a relationship
• if they are interesting in someone else

These are my rules. Don’t let me break them guys.

day 149: would you rather love one person or have many short relationships

Yeah you know it would be real flippin awesome if someone would just love me like I would love them and live happily fucking ever after.